Mid-Month Update

Boy what a terrible start to this month. I've been completely unfocused. Ive been trying to "get rich" quick and have been failing miserably. First I took the $50 I had on Ultimate Bet and played blackjack hoping to run the br up real fast (lol). That was the stupidest idea ever. I hate UB so much tho so I didnt really care. I didnt even know I had money on their site, had they not emailed me saying that they were giving me a free $25 I wouldve never known. Then i read about this guy on 2p2 who went on a heater playin omaha and turned a $100 into 70k+ in like a week and that just drove me insane. I kept thinkin to myself, why cant I do that. So I tried. Fail, fail, fail. I had $80 on stars and lost that in a matter of 45 mins. I shouldve known it was gonna be bad when 3 hands in I turn the nut flush only to run into a straight flush. I still dont know how I managed to not go bust on that hand, but I did eventually lose it. On Full Tilt I fared a little better getting off to a decent start and making profit the first couple days but I eventually started running bad/playing bad and decided to give it up. I find it crazy that three years ago I was crushing 2/4 and now cant even win at .10/.25c. Bleh. However, I am now refocused on tourneys and my goal is to final table the 4k ($26 PLO8) and 5k ($26 PLO) guarantee by the end of the month. My tourney game has been pretty sharp, although I'm still finding myself making stupid/spewy plays late in tourneys. Need to fix that. Im due for a big shippy tho, I can feel it. Well I thought I had more to write about and I probably do, but its 3am and my brain doesnt want to function so its time for sleep. Shipshape.